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- Obsession-Worthy: Why Punk 57 is my absolute FAVORITE
Rating: 5++++/5 Stars (Would Rate Higher If I Could) Some books leave an impression. Punk 57 by Penelope Douglas? It has my soul . This book isn’t just a favorite—it’s the favorite. The one I go back to over and over, whether it’s on my Kindle, in a physical copy, or through the audiobook. If there were a limit on how many times you could reread a book before it became part of your DNA, I’d have hit it. But why? Why is Punk 57 that book for me? Let’s talk about it. And fair warning—this review is full of spoilers . Pen Pals to Lovers: A Trope Done to Perfection Misha and Ryen have been writing to each other since fifth grade, thanks to a school pen pal project. They’ve never met, never seen pictures of each other, but they’ve become each other’s closest confidants. They share everything—dreams, fears, insecurities. They just get each other. But there’s one rule: No meeting in person. Ever. That all changes when Ryen stumbles into Misha's world by accident. And let me tell you, the girl he meets is not the girl he’s been writing to. Ryen is the textbook definition of a mean girl—popular, superficial, and playing the high school game with ruthless precision. And Misha? He’s angry. He’s hurt. And he’s ready to make her see exactly what kind of person she’s become. What follows is a deliciously angsty, tension-filled enemies-to-lovers romance with a revenge plot that shouldn’t be sexy but absolutely is. Misha: The Perfect Broody, Musically Gifted, Morally Gray Hero Misha is everything I love in a romance hero—tortured, passionate, and just a little bit dangerous. He’s got that whole “I hate you but I can’t stay away from you” energy that makes every interaction between him and Ryen electric. But he’s also grieving, dealing with personal loss that makes his need to expose Ryen’s hypocrisy feel even more justified. And can we talk about his music? The way he channels his emotions into lyrics, the way his band, Cipher Core , is woven into the story? It adds another level of depth to his character that makes him impossible not to fall for. Music is such an integral part of Punk 57 , and it’s one of the things that makes the story feel so raw and alive. Misha isn’t perfect, though. He makes mistakes. He’s reckless. He’s downright cruel at times. But that’s what makes his redemption arc so satisfying. He doesn’t just waltz in and fix Ryen—he has to fix himself too. Ryen: A Flawed, Realistic, and Completely Redeemable Heroine Ryen is complicated, and I love her for it. She’s insecure, desperate for validation, and willing to do whatever it takes to keep her social status intact. But beneath it all, she’s still the girl who writes heartfelt letters, who loves art, who feels like an outcast even when surrounded by people. Her journey in Punk 57 is one of self-discovery and growth, and watching her strip away the mask she’s worn for so long is one of the most satisfying parts of the book. She’s frustrating at times, but that just makes her redemption even more rewarding. She also owns her mistakes. When she realizes how much she’s hurt people, when she sees how much she’s lost because of her need to fit in, she takes responsibility. She doesn’t become perfect overnight, but she becomes real . And that’s what makes her one of my favorite heroines in romance. Enemies-to-Lovers Done Right The tension between Misha and Ryen is insane . Every moment they’re on the page together is dripping with chemistry, whether they’re fighting, flirting, or toeing the line between love and hate. Douglas writes angst like nobody else, and Punk 57 is a masterclass in slow-burn, tension-filled romance. The push and pull, the banter, the sheer need between these two— chef’s kiss . Every scene, whether it’s a heated argument or a stolen moment of vulnerability, feels raw and real. And let’s not forget the reveal—when Ryen finds out who Misha really is? One of the best “oh crap” moments in a romance book, hands down. The Smut? Next-Level. Look, if you’ve read Penelope Douglas before, you know she doesn’t hold back. The steam in Punk 57 is intense, passionate, and perfectly in tune with the characters. It’s not just there for the sake of it—it means something. Every encounter between Misha and Ryen is charged with emotion, making it all the more addictive. And the kinks? Let’s just say, Douglas knows how to write a scene that sticks with you. The Themes: Deep, Dark, and Necessary Beyond the romance, Punk 57 tackles some real issues—bullying, peer pressure, self-worth. It’s a book that doesn’t shy away from the ugly parts of high school, and it forces its characters (and readers) to confront them head-on. The message? Be who you are. Don’t let fear dictate your choices. Don’t hide behind a version of yourself that isn’t real. It’s a lesson both Misha and Ryen have to learn, and watching them get there is an emotional rollercoaster in the best way. That Ending? Perfection. By the time we get to the ending, every bit of angst, every frustrating miscommunication, and every heart-pounding moment has built up to a resolution that feels earned . Ryen finds herself. Misha lets go of his anger. And together, they finally allow themselves to be the people they were always meant to be—with each other. Final Thoughts: This Book Owns Me. If I could rate Punk 57 higher than five stars, I would. This book has everything—angst, passion, flawed characters, and a love story that feels . It’s the book I return to when I need something that grips my heart and won’t let go. So if you haven’t read Punk 57 yet, what are you waiting for? Just be prepared for an emotional roller coaster that will ruin you in the best way possible. 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- Love, Ghosts, and Mind Games: A Deep Dive into Layla by Colleen Hoover
Rating: 4.75/5 Stars Colleen Hoover has a way of making me question my sanity every time I listen to one of her audiobooks. She could spin a tale about sentient toasters falling in love, and I'd still be all in—my full attention locked in like my life depends on it. Layla is no exception, but let me tell you, this book? This one is in a league of its own. It's weird, it's eerie, it's frustrating, it's romantic—it’s everything that makes you sit up and listen. No wonder it was chosen as the book club pick for Reader's Anonymous in March! Now that I've had some time to really process all the twists and turns and recover from the emotional roller coaster. Join the book club here - fable.co/club/ra-readers-anonymous-with-brittany-932934520348?club_type=free Spoilers ahead. The Setup: Boy Meets Girl, Boy Falls in Love, Boy’s Girlfriend Gets Possessed (?) We start with Leeds Gabriel (yes, Leeds ) and Layla falling in love in a whirlwind romance that can only be described as “so fast it should have caused whiplash.” They meet at Layla’s sister’s wedding, and within what feels like minutes, they’re head over heels. Layla is this bright, chaotic, full-of-life kind of girl, and Leeds is your typical brooding musician with a guitar and a penchant for making questionable decisions. And boy, does he make some questionable decisions. But just when things seem too good to be true, they are. Layla gets shot. Yes, shot. Leeds’ ex, Sable (who I will have words about later), breaks into their home and nearly kills Layla before getting gunned down herself. Layla survives, but she’s different afterward. She’s not the same Layla he fell in love with. She’s distant, forgetful, and just… off. And instead of, I don’t know, seeking therapy or giving her time to heal , Leeds decides the best thing to do is whisk her away to the bed-and-breakfast where they first fell in love. Because that sounds like a great idea. Things Get Paranormal and Leeds Becomes a Human Red Flag Once they get to the house, weird things start happening. Doors are opening on their own. Layla is losing time. And then, there’s Willow—a ghost, a spirit, an entity that only Leeds can interact with. At first, Leeds thinks he’s losing his mind. But nope, Willow is real. And she has a tragic story: she’s stuck in this house, and she can’t remember who she is. And this is where the real mind games begin. Leeds, being the genius that he is, starts communicating with Willow through a laptop. (Ghosts can use technology now—good to know.) And slowly but surely, he starts falling for her. Let me repeat that. He starts falling for the literal ghost possessing his girlfriend. This man is out here entertaining full conversations and emotions with a ghost while Layla—who was SHOT and is clearly dealing with trauma—is just trying to exist. The audacity of men, I swear. The Twist That Had Me Reconsidering My Life Choices Here’s where Hoover does what she does best: completely flipping the story upside down. Willow isn’t just some random ghost. Willow is Layla. Yep. Layla’s soul got displaced during her near-death experience, and Willow—who has been living in some weird limbo—is actually Layla’s consciousness, stuck outside of her own body. The Layla that Leeds has been taking care of? Just her body without her in it. This is the point where my brain just about short-circuited. Leeds, to his (rare) credit, figures this out and decides the best course of action is to bring Layla back into her own body. And the way he does it? DROWNING HER. He literally drowns his girlfriend. But somehow, miraculously, it works. Layla and Willow become one again, and just like that, she’s whole. And Leeds? Well, he gets his Layla back. And they just… move on. Let’s Talk About That Ending I’ll be honest, the ending felt too neat. Too convenient. We just spent the entire book unraveling this complicated, supernatural, psychological mess, and then it all wraps up with Layla magically remembering everything and deciding to stay with Leeds? The man fell in love with her ghost form , cheated (emotionally? spiritually? I don’t even know) on her, then literally tried to kill her to fix things, and we’re just… okay with that? I mean, sure, they love each other, and there’s this whole destiny element, but I was expecting a little more fallout. Maybe Layla grappling with what happened? Maybe Leeds needing to prove himself a bit more? Maybe a conversation beyond “hey, so I drowned you, but in a cute way”? But nope. Love conquers all, I guess. Sable: The Ex from Hell We need to talk about Sable. The psycho ex-girlfriend who set this entire story into motion. She shot Layla. She traumatized Leeds. And yet, we barely get any backstory on why she did it. She’s just the typical unhinged ex trope. I wanted more . Why was she obsessed with Leeds? What was their relationship actually like? Did Leeds give her any reason to act the way she did? I hate when thrillers throw in a villain just to have a villain without fully fleshing them out, and Sable felt like a missed opportunity. Leeds: The Most Frustrating Love Interest Ever Leeds might just be one of the most infuriating Hoover love interests I’ve listened to. He’s selfish, emotionally detached, and literally willing to risk Layla’s life to bring back the version of her he wants. He falls in love with a ghost, disregards Layla’s struggles, and is basically the poster child for what not to do in a relationship . Did I still root for him? Yes , because Hoover is evil and makes me care against my will. But do I think he deserved Layla’s instant forgiveness? Absolutely not. Final Thoughts: The Book That Had Me Yelling at My Speaker Even though Layla is one of the most unhinged things I’ve listened to in a while, I loved it. It’s messy, chaotic, and completely different from anything else Colleen Hoover has written. The blend of romance, supernatural elements, and psychological tension is masterfully done. And while I do have issues with Leeds (who doesn’t?), the story itself kept me engaged from start to finish. Would I recommend it? Absolutely. Would I also warn people that they might need to take a few breaks to process what is happening? Also yes. If you love books that make you question everything, Layla is for you. Just maybe don’t take relationship advice from it. Hey, while I have you- check out the newest drop! First-Class Love design available on Tees, Pullovers, and Hoodies. 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- The Chase by Elle Kennedy - Slow burn or just plain slow?
Elle Kennedy is one of those authors who just gets the college sports romance genre. She nails the humor, the friendships, the angst, and the spice, all wrapped up in fast-paced, bingeable books. The Chase kicks off the Briar U series, a spin-off of her Off-Campus books, and while it had all the right elements—hot hockey players, witty banter, a fiery heroine—it also had a few frustrating ones that kept it from being a five-star read for me. Let's break it down. The Plot Opposites attract with a LOT of miscommunication... Summer Di Laurentis is everything a main character should be-bold, confident, and unapologetically herself. She is bubble, fun, and comes from an ultra-wealthy family(She is in fact Dean's sister, from the original series Off Campus), but she is far from the spoiled rich girl stereotype. Instead, she struggles with ADHD and feeling she's always being underestimated. Fits on the other hand, is quiet, unbelievably artistic, and basically just the opposite of her in every single way. The Tension It is there from the start-Summer wants Fitz, Fitz wants Summer...but also, who doesn't? He pushes her away for reasons that make sense(kind of...to him at least), but the constant push-and-pull got exhausting if I'm being honest here. The 'will they, wont they' dragged on a bit too long(75% of the book to be exact), and at a certain point, I wanted to shake the crap out of Fitz and tell him to make a decision. The Characters I loved one and tolerated the other(you choose) Summer Loved her. She’s confident, but not in an arrogant way, and I liked how her struggles with ADHD were actually a key part of her story rather than just being a throwaway detail. She’s very self-aware and doesn’t let people walk all over her, which made her such a refreshing heroine. Fitz This man. I wanted to like him—I really did. He’s talented, quiet, and introspective, which is a nice contrast to all the cocky, arrogant hockey players we usually see. But his indecisiveness drove me insane. He had feelings for Summer, he knew he had feelings for Summer, yet he kept pulling away, and his reasoning for doing so didn’t always feel justified. Also, at one point, he was pretty judgmental of her, and that did not sit well with me. The side characters were amazing though! Hollis in particular stole the show every single time he showed up, completely bummed he doesn't end up getting his own book not going to lie. The Romance slow burn or just plain slow? This is supposed to be a slow burn, but honestly, it felt more like a slow crawl. The chemistry was there, no doubt about it, but Fitz’s constant back-and-forth made it drag. Every time I thought we were getting somewhere, he’d slam on the brakes again. The payoff was decent once they finally got together, but it took a lot of patience to get there. What Worked Summer's personality ADHD representation Fun and lovable side characters The VIBES of Briar U When the romance FINALLY happened, it was really solid What DIDN'T Work Fitz Fitz's indecision and constant judgment Miscommunication trope(almost as bad as accidental pregnancy) Pacing, so so slow Final Verdict 3.5 Stars Was it entertaining? Yes. Did it have some frustrating moments? Also yes. If you love Elle Kennedy’s writing and don’t mind a hero who takes forever to get his act together, you’ll probably enjoy this one. But if you’re easily annoyed by indecisive love interests, this might not be your favorite in her lineup.
- Iron Flame by Rebecca Yarros – A Brutal, Addictive, Soul-Destroying Masterpiece
artwork by @jrtart_ Rebecca Yarros did not come to play. She came to ruin lives, destroy emotions, and leave us all staring at the last page wondering how we’re supposed to function after what we just read. Iron Flame is not just a book—it’s an experience, a rollercoaster, a full-blown assault on the heart. If Fourth Wing was about survival, Iron Flame is about endurance, resilience, and the terrifying cost of power. Every time I thought Violet might get a break, Yarros said, “Absolutely not” and threw another impossible challenge at her. The tension? Unbearable. The romance? A slow-burn emotional devastation. The action? Relentless. And that ending ? I am unwell. This review is going to be long because there is just so much to talk about. Let’s break it all down—the plot, the characters, the betrayals, the battle scenes, the dragons, the heartbreak, and everything that made this book the absolute masterpiece that it is. Violet Sorrengail: The Strongest, Most Stubborn Girl to Ever Exist Violet has come so far from the girl we met in Fourth Wing . She’s no longer proving that she belongs at Basgiath—she’s proving that she can thrive in a world designed to break her. And let me tell you, Yarros puts her through wringer. Every obstacle is more brutal than the last, and watching her fight through pain, doubt, and literal death threats is both incredible and exhausting . Her chronic illness is a major focus in Iron Flame , and I really appreciated how Yarros didn’t magically cure it for plot convenience. Violet has to find ways to work with her body instead of against it, which makes her growth feel even more powerful. She’s clever, strategic, and refuses to let anyone decide what she’s capable of. But she also makes mistakes , which I loved. There were moments where I wanted to shake her and yell, “GIRL, PLEASE,” but at the same time, I got it . She’s under so much pressure , and every decision she makes has life-or-death consequences. The emotional toll this book takes on her is brutal. She’s constantly being tested, manipulated, and betrayed, and yet, she keeps fighting . She learns that strength isn’t just about surviving—it’s about who you choose to become in the aftermath of all that pain. By the end of this book, she’s no longer just the scrappy underdog. She’s a force to be reckoned with. Xaden Riorson: The Blueprint, The Standard, The Emotional Damage Xaden. Ohhh , Xaden. If you thought he was complicated in Fourth Wing , buckle up because Iron Flame takes his character arc to a whole new level. This man is carrying so much weight on his shoulders, and it shows . His loyalty, his secrets, his impossible choices—everything about him is layered in tension and heartbreak. And the way he and Violet clash in this book? Perfection. The slow-burn frustration of their relationship had me screaming . Every conversation between them was charged with so much unspoken emotion, and I loved how much depth Yarros gave to their dynamic. It’s not just about attraction—it’s about trust, fear, and the absolute chaos of loving someone when the world is actively trying to tear you apart. There are moments in this book where I wanted to be mad at him. He makes some choices , and while I didn’t always agree with them, I understood why he did what he did. He’s not just Violet’s love interest—he’s a leader, a fighter, and a man who has been shaped by war and responsibility. And that ending ? I don’t even have words. The Romance: Slow-Burn Agony and Emotional Destruction If you thought Violet and Xaden’s relationship was intense in Fourth Wing , Iron Flame takes that tension and cranks it up to 1000 . Their relationship is tested in every way imaginable, and the way they navigate love while dealing with trust issues, war, and literal life-threatening situations? Chef’s kiss. I love that Yarros didn’t take the easy route with their romance. There’s no “perfect” moment where everything magically falls into place. Instead, we get miscommunication, hard choices, and scenes that had me clutching my chest like a dramatic Victorian widow. The chemistry is still there , don’t get me wrong—the tension between them is ridiculous —but this book focuses more on the emotional aspect of their connection. And honestly? That made the romance even better . The Dragons: Tairn and Andarna Continue to Be Absolute Icons If I could read an entire book from Tairn and Andarna’s perspectives, I would . They are hands-down some of the best characters in this series. Tairn’s grumpy old-man energy mixed with Andarna’s chaotic baby-dragon energy? Incredible. We get so much more dragon lore in Iron Flame , and I ate up every single detail. Their bonds with their riders, their power, their personalities —I loved all of it. And the way Tairn and Andarna interact with Violet? Pure gold. The dragons are their own characters, and Yarros makes sure we never forget that. They have their own agency, their own stakes in this war, and their own motives. And when they show up in battle? Absolute destruction. The Action: Unrelenting, Cinematic, and Absolutely Brutal Let’s talk about the action sequences, because holy heck . Every single fight scene in this book was pulse-pounding, high-stakes, and stressful . Yarros does not hold back. The way she writes battle is cinematic —I could see every movement, every swing of a blade, every flash of dragonfire. The tension was unbearable in the best way. And that final battle? I am still recovering. That Ending. That. Ending. I’m not okay. I will never be okay. I can’t even fully talk about the last few chapters without my brain short-circuiting. Just know that when I reached the end, I sat there in silence , staring at the pages like they had personally betrayed me. Because what was that . If you thought Fourth Wing ended on a cliffhanger, just wait. Iron Flame leaves you feeling like you’ve been personally victimized by Rebecca Yarros. I am not well. Final Thoughts Iron Flame was everything. It was brutal, emotional, and completely unputdownable. The character development? Immaculate. The romance? Angst-filled perfection. The action? Some of the best I’ve ever read. Yarros has once again destroyed me in the best way, and I will be thinking about this book forever. If you haven’t read it yet, what are you doing . Go pick it up immediately—but maybe clear your schedule first, because once you start, you won’t be able to stop.
- Fourth Wing by Rebecca Yarros: The Book That Set My Soul on Fire
There are books that you like, books that you love, and then there are books that embed themselves into your soul. Fourth Wing by Rebecca Yarros? It’s the kind of story that leaves scorch marks on your heart, consumes your every waking thought, and makes you want to reread it the moment you close the cover. I didn’t just read Fourth Wing ; I lived it. I felt every heart-pounding moment, every bittersweet victory, every devastating loss. From its adrenaline-filled opening to its jaw-dropping conclusion, this book was pure magic. It’s impossible to sum up everything I loved about it in just a few words, so let’s dive deep— really deep —into why Fourth Wing has become one of my all-time favorite reads. The World of Basgiath War College: Where Survival Isn’t a Right, It’s a Privilege Rebecca Yarros didn’t just create a setting—she built an entire world so vivid and immersive that I could feel its weight pressing down on me. Basgiath War College is brutal, unforgiving, and utterly captivating. From the very first chapter, Yarros plunges us into the deadly world of the Riders Quadrant. The stakes? Sky-high. The rules? Brutal. Survive the Parapet or fall to your death. Make it through training or get burned alive by a dragon. The constant, unrelenting tension is what sets this book apart. There’s no safety net for the characters. Every moment feels life-or-death because it is . What makes Basgiath so compelling isn’t just the danger; it’s the culture. The hierarchy of the different quadrants, the cutthroat politics, the whispers of rebellion bubbling under the surface—it’s all meticulously crafted. You can practically feel the wind whipping across the Parapet, hear the thunder of dragon wings overhead, and sense the simmering tension as alliances form and betrayals unfold. Violet Sorrengail: The Heroine We All Needed I don’t say this lightly: Violet Sorrengail is one of my favorite protagonists of all time. At the start of the book, Violet is a reluctant hero. She was never supposed to join the Riders Quadrant; her future was supposed to be safe, steady, and far away from dragons. But when her mother, a ruthless general, forces her onto the deadly path of a dragon rider, Violet has no choice but to rise to the occasion. What I loved most about Violet is her humanity. She’s not some overpowered, flawless heroine. She’s physically fragile, plagued by brittle bones and a lifetime of being underestimated. But what she lacks in physical strength, she more than makes up for with her intelligence, determination, and sheer willpower. Watching Violet grow was one of the most rewarding parts of the story. She starts out unsure of herself, constantly doubting her place among the riders. But as the story progresses, she finds her strength—not in brute force, but in her ability to outthink, outmaneuver, and outlast her opponents. By the end of the book, she’s not just surviving; she’s thriving. And I couldn’t be prouder. Dragons: The Heart and Soul of the Story Let’s talk about the dragons because they’re everything . Tairn, Violet’s dragon, is the epitome of badassery. He’s ancient, powerful, and completely done with everyone’s nonsense. I loved his dry sense of humor, his no-nonsense attitude, and the way he quietly supports Violet. Their bond is more than just rider and dragon; it’s a partnership built on mutual respect and trust. Andarna, on the other hand, is pure joy. She’s a golden baby dragon who might seem small and fragile, but she’s full of surprises. Her bond with Violet is absolutely adorable, and I can’t wait to see how she develops in future books. The dragons in Fourth Wing are more than just creatures; they’re fully realized characters with distinct personalities and motivations. The bond between dragon and rider is at the heart of the story, and it’s beautifully explored. I loved the way the dragons communicated telepathically, the way they chose their riders based on character rather than strength, and the sheer power they brought to every scene. Xaden Riorson: The Brooding Antihero You Can’t Help But Love Now let’s talk about Xaden Riorson, the enigmatic, brooding wing leader who stole the show (and my heart). From the moment Xaden is introduced, it’s clear he’s a force to be reckoned with. He’s dangerous, intelligent, and wrapped in layers of mystery. On the surface, he’s the ultimate bad boy—a rebel with a chip on his shoulder and a past shrouded in secrets. But as the story unfolds, we see there’s so much more to him. Xaden’s relationship with Violet is the epitome of slow-burn perfection. Their chemistry crackles with tension, and every interaction between them is charged with emotion. What makes their dynamic so compelling is the way it’s built on mutual respect. Xaden doesn’t coddle Violet or treat her as fragile; he challenges her, pushes her, and ultimately helps her see her own strength. By the end of the book, Xaden is more than just a love interest; he’s a fully fleshed-out character with his own struggles, flaws, and motivations. And honestly? I’m obsessed. Dain: The Friend-Turned-Frenemy Let me take a moment to say this: Dain sucks. At first, Dain seems like the loyal childhood friend who wants to protect Violet at all costs. But as the story progresses, it becomes clear that his version of “protection” is controlling, condescending, and rooted in his own insecurities. What frustrated me most about Dain was his inability to see Violet for who she truly is. He’s so focused on keeping her safe that he completely underestimates her strength and agency. By the end of the book, I was ready to launch him off the Parapet myself. Themes of Strength, Rebellion, and Survival At its core, Fourth Wing is a story about resilience. It’s about finding strength in the face of impossible odds, standing up for what you believe in, and forging your own path. The theme of rebellion is woven throughout the story, both on a personal and political level. Violet’s journey is one of defying expectations—not just those placed on her by others, but those she’s placed on herself. The political intrigue adds another layer of depth to the story. The whispers of rebellion, the hidden alliances, the secrets lurking beneath the surface—it all adds up to a narrative that’s as thought-provoking as it is thrilling. Final Thoughts: Why Fourth Wing Deserves All the Stars If it isn’t already obvious, I loved Fourth Wing . Every element—from the world-building to the characters to the dragons—was executed flawlessly. Rebecca Yarros has created a story that’s as thrilling as it is emotional, and I’m already counting down the days until the sequel. Whether you’re a fantasy lover, a romance reader, or someone who just wants to lose themselves in an epic story, Fourth Wing is a must-read. Just be prepared to cry, scream, and fall completely in love with this brutal, beautiful world.
- First Impressions: Fourth Wing by Rebecca Yarros
I’m only five chapters into Fourth Wing by Rebecca Yarros, but I had to pause and share how much I’m already enjoying it! From the first page, this book pulled me in with its vivid world-building, tension, and that addictive quality that makes you want to keep turning the pages. The story follows Violet, who’s been thrust into the ruthless world of dragon riders, where survival isn’t guaranteed and danger lurks around every corner. I love how Yarros doesn’t waste any time throwing us into the action. The stakes feel incredibly high, and the training scenes are intense. Violet isn’t your typical heroine—she’s physically weaker than most of the other cadets, which makes her journey feel even more compelling. I already find myself rooting for her to prove everyone wrong. I think what’s really standing out to me so far is the atmosphere. Yarros has done such a great job creating this cutthroat environment where everyone is constantly on edge. There’s a palpable sense of tension that makes every chapter feel like anything could happen. Even in just the first few chapters, you can tell that this isn’t going to be an easy ride for Violet or anyone else. Another thing I’m loving is how detailed the world feels. There’s so much depth—from the hierarchy of the dragon riders to the brutal training regimen, it’s clear that Yarros put a lot of thought into building this world. I’m a sucker for a well-crafted fantasy setting, and this one definitely delivers. And can we talk about how cool the dragons are? Even though I’ve only gotten a small glimpse of them so far, they already feel like such an integral part of the story. I’m really looking forward to seeing more of their personalities and the bond they’ll form with the characters. Now, let’s talk characters. Violet is such an interesting protagonist. She’s not your typical strong, fearless heroine—in fact, she’s constantly being underestimated because of her smaller size and physical limitations. But what I love about her is that she’s sharp, determined, and refuses to back down, even when the odds are stacked against her. I can already tell she’s going to have some incredible character development. The side characters are intriguing too. There’s definitely some mystery surrounding a few of them, and I’m excited to see how their relationships with Violet evolve. I’m especially curious about a certain someone who seems to be giving off major enemies-to-lovers vibes. You all know how much I love that trope, so I’m crossing my fingers that it delivers. I’ve been switching between reading the paperback during the day and using my Kindle in bed at night. It’s been perfect for staying immersed in the story no matter where I am. Also, let’s be real—there’s something about reading a book with dragons late at night that makes it feel extra magical. I think having multiple formats makes it easier to fit reading into my day, and honestly, I might start doing this more often. One thing I wasn’t expecting was how invested I’d be in the story so quickly. Usually, it takes me a little longer to really get hooked on a fantasy book, especially when there’s a lot of world-building upfront. But with Fourth Wing , everything just clicks. The pacing is spot on, and even though there’s a lot of information being thrown at you, it never feels overwhelming. Instead, it feels like you’re discovering this world right alongside Violet. I’m excited to keep reading and see where this journey takes me. If the rest of the book is as good as these first five chapters, I can already tell it’s going to be a favorite. I’m also really looking forward to diving into the fandom once I finish because I’ve heard so many good things about how passionate the fans are. Stay tuned for a full review once I finish! I’ll definitely be sharing all my thoughts—hopefully without too many spoilers. Have you read Fourth Wing ? What did you think? No spoilers, please—I want to go in as blind as possible! Thanks for reading, and if you’re also reading Fourth Wing , let’s chat in the comments about your non-spoilery thoughts so far!
- UPDATED Must Read List
I originally made a must-read blog post in 2022, since then I have read many more books and even changed how I feel about some of the books on my prior list! Here are my recommendations! Still Beating by Jennifer Hartmann (my favorite read of 2024) A hauntingly beautiful, gut-wrenching story about survival, trauma, and unexpected love. Still Beating explores the darkest corners of human experience and the healing that can come from even the most painful of connections. It’s raw, emotional, and unforgettable—a book that’ll stay with you long after you turn the last page. Grab tissues, because this one will break your heart before it pieces it back together. A Little Magic by Linsdey Lanza Lights Out by Navessa Allen The Way I Used To Be by Amber Smith Eden wishes she could undo the past, change her choices, and avoid the moment that altered her life forever. But since there’s no way to turn back time, she buries the truth and tries to push forward, shutting herself off from friends, love, and everything she once was. As the world around her starts to crumble, she realizes the only way to truly heal is by facing her demons—and learning to save herself. The Summer of Broken Rules by K.L. Walther The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho Darling Venom by L.J. Shen Evidence of the Affair by Taylor Jenkins Reid (novella) We Dance in Sin by M.T. Morgan Don't Let Me Fall by Kelsie Rae Punk 57 by Penelope Douglas (please dont ask me how many times I have read this) Punk 57 by Penelope Douglas is an intense, angst-filled romance about two childhood pen pals whose perfect friendship turns into a tangled web of lies, desire, and self-discovery. When Ryen and Misha meet in real life under unexpected circumstances, their connection is tested by secrets and the harsh realities of high school life. It’s a raw, addictive story of love, identity, and the masks we wear.
- Book Review: Kill Switch by Penelope Douglas
Rating: 4.5 Genre: Dark Romance / New Adult Tropes: Enemies to lovers, forced proximity, revenge, morally gray hero creator unknown I’ve loved Damon Torrance since Corrupt—yeah, I said it. I know he’s the villain, the guy who does the absolute worst things without batting an eye, but there’s something about him that hooked me from the start. He’s always been that character who walks the line between love and hate, darkness and vulnerability, and Kill Switch finally gives us his side of the story. And wow, Penelope Douglas didn’t hold back. This book is dark, emotional, and everything I hoped it would be. Damon: The Villain You Can’t Help But Love From the moment Damon was introduced in Corrupt, you could tell he wasn’t just evil for the sake of being evil. He’s complicated—someone who’s been shaped by trauma and pain, and who uses control and cruelty to protect himself. In Kill Switch, we finally get to see what made Damon the way he is. Douglas doesn’t try to justify his actions, but she gives us enough insight to understand him. He’s still manipulative and dangerous, but you see the cracks in his armor, the parts of him that are desperate for something real. What makes Damon so compelling is that he doesn’t magically change or become a better person by the end. He’s still Damon—flawed, angry, and rough around the edges—but you see him evolve in subtle ways. He doesn’t lose his darkness; he just finds someone who can live in it with him. Winter: A Heroine Who Stands Her Ground Winter Ashby is such a standout heroine. She’s blind, but that’s not her defining characteristic. She’s smart, fierce, and refuses to let anyone, especially Damon, break her. I loved how she wasn’t afraid to push back, even when Damon tried to control her. Their history is messy, and there’s so much hurt between them, but Winter never lets that stop her from fighting for what she wants. One of my favorite things about Winter is how strong she is without being unrealistic. She’s human—she feels fear, anger, and sadness—but she never lets those emotions consume her. Her relationship with Damon is complicated, and there were moments when I wanted to scream at both of them, but that’s what made it feel so real. Nothing about their love story is easy, and I appreciated that Douglas didn’t try to tie it up with a neat little bow. Their Relationship: Messy, Intense, and Addictive Let’s talk about the tension because, oh my God, it was insane. The chemistry between Damon and Winter is off the charts, but it’s not just about physical attraction. There’s so much emotional weight behind their relationship. They have years of unresolved feelings, hurt, and betrayal, and it all comes to a head in Kill Switch. Their dynamic is the definition of enemies to lovers—filled with hate, desire, and an underlying need for each other that neither of them can ignore. Watching them slowly let their guards down and navigate their feelings was one of the best parts of the book. It’s not a smooth ride by any means, but that’s what made it so satisfying when they finally got there. The Plot: Revenge and Redemption While the romance is the heart of the story, the revenge plot adds another layer that kept me hooked. Damon is on a mission, and nothing will stop him from getting what he wants. The stakes are high, and the tension builds beautifully throughout the book. Plus, seeing the rest of the Devil’s Night crew—Michael, Rika, Kai, and Banks—was such a highlight. Their friendship adds a sense of loyalty and family that balances out the darker elements of the story. Why Not 5 Stars? As much as I loved Kill Switch, there were a few pacing issues in the middle that slowed things down. Some scenes felt a bit repetitive, and I found myself wanting the plot to move along faster at certain points. I also wish we’d gotten a little more depth from Winter’s POV in a few key moments. But honestly, those are minor complaints compared to how much I enjoyed the overall story. Final Thoughts Kill Switch is everything I love about dark romance—it’s intense, emotional, and pushes boundaries in the best way. Damon and Winter’s story isn’t for everyone. It’s messy, dark, and sometimes uncomfortable, but it’s also real, raw, and unforgettable. If you’re into morally gray heroes, enemies-to-lovers romance, and books that make you feel all the emotions, you need to read this one. This book solidified my love for Damon even more (if that’s possible), and I can’t wait to dive into the next installment. Penelope Douglas knows how to write characters that stay with you long after you’ve turned the last page, and Kill Switch is no exception. Seriously, if you haven’t started the Devil’s Night series yet, what are you waiting for? Just be prepared—it’s dark, twisted, and addictive in the best way.
- Dealing With Reading Slumps: Tips, Tricks, and Encouragement
If you’ve ever found yourself staring at a stack of unread books, feeling totally meh about picking any of them up—welcome to the club. Reading slumps happen to all of us. Whether you’re a lifelong bookworm or someone who just got hooked on reading, a slump can hit out of nowhere and leave you wondering why you’re not feeling it anymore. The good news? Slumps don’t last forever , and there are plenty of ways to ease yourself back into loving books again. Here are some things that have worked for me: 1. Switch Up Your Genre Sometimes you just need something different. If you’ve been bingeing thrillers or heavy emotional reads, maybe it’s time for a lighthearted romance or a fast-paced fantasy. Or, if lighter stuff isn’t doing it for you, try diving into something darker and twisty. I’m a total mood reader, so switching things up based on how I’m feeling usually helps. 2. Reread an Old Favorite There’s nothing like going back to a book that made you fall in love with reading in the first place. It’s comforting, familiar, and doesn’t require a lot of mental energy because you already know what happens. Plus, it’s fun to rediscover why you loved it so much. 3. Try a Different Format Audiobooks, e-books, graphic novels—sometimes a simple format change can do the trick. I love listening to audiobooks while doing chores or going for a walk. It feels less like “reading” and more like just enjoying a good story. And graphic novels? They’re perfect when you want something quick and visually engaging. 4. Set Small Goals Instead of trying to dive into a 600-page epic, start small. Maybe aim for a short novella or just commit to reading a chapter a day. Small goals make it feel less overwhelming, and once you get into the groove, you might find yourself wanting to keep going. 5. Join a Reading Community Sometimes, reading with others is all the motivation you need. Whether it’s an online book club or a group chat with friends who love books, having people to talk to about what you’re reading can make a huge difference. Knowing that someone else is excited about a book can get you excited too. 6. Don’t Force Yourself to Finish a Book This is a big one that I am guilty of forgetting about. Forcing yourself to finish a book you’re not enjoying is a sure way to stay in a slump. If a book isn’t working for you, put it down. You can always come back to it later, or not. It’s okay to DNF (Did Not Finish) a book—no guilt required. 7. Make Reading Part of Your Routine Life gets busy, and sometimes reading just slips off the to-do list. Try carving out a little time each day—even if it’s just 10 minutes before bed—to read. Making it a habit helps keep reading in your life, even during those low-motivation times. 8. Take a Break Yep, sometimes the best way to get over a slump is to just... stop reading for a bit. Focus on other hobbies, watch some shows, listen to music, or just give yourself space. The urge to read usually comes back on its own when you’re not forcing it. 9. Get Inspired by Bookish Content Scrolling through bookstagram, watching booktube, or reading book blogs can spark that reading excitement again. Seeing other people gush about books might remind you why you love reading. Just don’t let it turn into pressure—it’s about inspiration, not comparison! 10. Remember Why You Read At the end of the day, reading is supposed to be fun. It’s your escape, your adventure, your comfort. Remind yourself why you love it—whether it’s for the feels, the characters, or just getting lost in a good story. You don’t have to rush it; your love for books will come back when it’s ready. Final Thoughts Reading slumps are normal , and they don’t make you any less of a reader. Sometimes your brain just needs a break, and that’s okay! Be kind to yourself, try out different strategies, and trust that the reading mojo will return. When it does, you’ll be right back to devouring books like before. Ever dealt with a reading slump? How did you get out of it? Drop your tips in the comments—I’d love to hear what works for you!
- First Book Club Pick - Jan. 2025
I’m so excited to finally dive into Flock by Kate Stewart! It’s been on my TBR forever, and with all the hype surrounding the Ravenhood series, I have high expectations. What makes it even more special is that this will be the first book we’re reading in my book club, Reader’s Anonymous . I’ve heard that Flock is full of emotion, romance, and some serious twists, which sounds like exactly the kind of book I love—especially if it can make me cry! It feels like the perfect way to kick off the new year, and I can’t wait to see where this story takes us. If you’ve read it before or it’s also sitting on your TBR, let’s talk about it! I’m always up for hearing different thoughts and perspectives. Here’s to starting 2025 with a book that’s been calling my name for way too long. Let’s see if it lives up to the hype!
- End of 2024 Book Wrap-Up
As 2024 comes to a close, it’s time to look back on a year filled with countless emotions, late-night reading marathons, and stories that stayed with me long after I turned the final page. This year, I read 24 books, spanning genres and styles, each one adding something special to my reading journey. Here's a breakdown of the highlights and memorable moments: Total Pages Read In total, I read 9,209 pages this year! It’s wild to think about how many hours were spent lost in fictional worlds, getting to know characters who felt so real and whose stories made me laugh, cry, and everything in between. Books That Stole My Heart Some books just hit differently, and these were the ones that left a lasting impression: Still Beating by Jennifer Hartmann – This one absolutely wrecked me in the best way possible. It was raw, emotional, and beautifully written. A Thousand Boy Kisses by Tillie Cole – If I thought I was prepared for the emotional rollercoaster, I was wrong. This book had me in tears multiple times. Heartless by Elsie Silver – I adored this swoon-worthy romance. The characters, the chemistry, everything about it just worked for me. Punk 57 by Penelope Douglas – Penelope Douglas never disappoints when it comes to angsty, gripping reads, and Punk 57 was no exception.(a reread but still) Series I Got Hooked On This year was also big on series. Whether revisiting an old favorite or diving into something new, these series made my year: Twisted Series by Ana Huang(reread) – I read Twisted Love and Twisted Games , and wow, Ana Huang knows how to deliver on chemistry and drama. The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins – I finally re-read The Hunger Games and Catching Fire . Surprisingly had not read them prior to this year. Shatter Me by Tahereh Mafi – Starting the Shatter Me series was a whirlwind. I can’t wait to continue it in 2025! Devil’s Night by Penelope Douglas – Corrupt and Hideaway were dark, twisty, and addictive. Currently listening to the audiobook of Kill Switch! Most Unexpected Read The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho – This book was a philosophical, thought-provoking read that came at just the right time. It reminded me of the importance of pursuing dreams and trusting the journey. Quickest Read The Gift by Frieda McFadden – At just 47 pages, this was a super quick read but still managed to pack in suspense and surprises! Books That Made Me Cry It’s no secret that I love books that evoke deep emotions, and these did exactly that: Still Beating by Jennifer Hartmann A Thousand Boy Kisses by Tillie Cole All Your Perfects by Colleen Hoover Plans for 2025 Next year, I plan to keep the momentum going. My TBR list is already growing by the day, and I can’t wait to dive into even more genres, discover new authors, and, of course, continue sharing my reading journey with all of you. Thank you for being part of my 2024 reading adventure. Whether you're here for book recommendations, reviews, or just to chat about all things bookish, I appreciate you. Here's to another year of amazing reads! Happy reading, and see you in 2025! My bookshelf December 31, 2024
- The Summer I Turned....Annoying
WARNING: There will be spoilers PART 1 I want to start off by saying I love Jenny Han's writing...most of the time. I read the first book of this trilogy because I saw a show was coming out and I know that if I didn't read the book first then I wouldn't read it at all. The Summer I Turned Pretty There was so much about The Summer I Turned Pretty that bothered me .She is naive and oddly obsessed with Conrad. I had to force myself to finish this book. Belly, the main character, is 15 years old and acts younger. Did I mention how obsessed with a boy she only sees during the summer? Yeah, Conrad Fisher is the love of her life in her brain but she barely knows him. She is infatuated with the idea of him but it is borderline creepy in my opinion. Throughout the whole series it is a constant back and forth with her and everyone because she acts like a spoiled brat. Her actions and feelings towards people and things that happened were annoying. Belly was as selfish as it gets. Example One: She used her 'bff' Taylor, having her come to the beach house so she could "fit in with everyone" then when Taylor was getting along with everyone Belly got jealous. Given, I don't like Taylor either... why were they bffs? Example Two: Belly's father just wanted to make her happy, he bought her a piano and books and decorated her room. He was proud with himself but Belly? Belly hated everything because her sheets were not the right color, and her father couldn't get the nicest piano, the books weren't her style. And yeah, it is okay to have an opinion but why does it always have to be negative? Example Three: Her relationship with her brother is poor because she is jealous that the Fisher boys and him are closer. She is a constant tattle-tale; not just in the flashbacks either. She is fifteen and is still telling on her brother for not including her all the time... grow up please and thank you. Example Four: Homegirl literally used Cam Cameron and got mad at him for not wanting to skinny dip with her after a month, if that, of knowing her.... Plot? We don't know her. Conrad? Over hyped. He was boring and mid at best. Jeremiah? He was tolerable. I liked how his character brought a bit of comedic relief and break from Belly's complaining and butting in.